Captured Life of Us

Being a Blessing to others have become my life's Choice for the rest of 2016... 
May i mean something to others... 
I realize just like me there are many of us that is broken inside... We all are hurting sometimes... Its how we deal with our pain that matter ... 
May my life matter to someone else.... May my story and my journey be an inspiration to people...

Remember when Hope is lost and your Faith is shaking... Remember when you wonder if your going to make it.... 
There is hand stretched out through the deepest doubt..
We can't pretend to see the ending or what's coming up ahead... We don't know the story of tomorrow, but we can stay close to the one who knows...
We can trust our God, He knows what his doing... O' we might hurt right now, but we are not lost or ruined... Might seem like a ocean ... He is with always holding on to us...
I believe there is purpose and there meaning in everything... Must trust in God, he knows what his doing.... 
Don't look back to who you were yesterday... Keep changing for the good of tomorrow... Growth is never easy.. It comes with heart ache and pain...

There are days when i look at you and wonder if anything really matter to you... i realise God should be our corner stone... His will be done... Our corner stone... 
I believe in life defining moments that change who we are... 
What are those moments for you? Do they really matter?

It's true what they say once in a life time we meet someone that changes it all...
His name for me is Pieter Botha... Thought you will never leave, but 10 months and our love story ends in the words "Good Bye cause this is not working for you anymore... " 
But before you go I would like to say the following to you: 
So here's my heart Lord...Seek me Lord...
I know we are both broken inside... Life took a toll on us both.. I speak what my heart has found true... 
I say here is our broken hearts Lord... Help me Speak what is true... Give us life Lord... Here is our lives Lord... I know I can trust you God... You will never leave us at the edge of deaths door...
Amen x
To my Liefie Pieter: 
I don't know if we will ever see each other after today... I now want to give you space like you wanted...  To show you I can do this on my own... Please give me a minute to write you this letter as I can not bare to see you walk away... You said i should be strong... 
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Have you ever had a moment in life where you think "if only i can go back and change that, then things will be different " ...  Just take a breath!
Recently thats all that had been consuming me inside.... Days turn into weeks... No matter how hard i worked and tried i can not change the past... What happened, happened!  
Take a moment and breathe...🍃🍃
You see once you find something in life worth fighting for you will do anything to keep it... My "something" is the love of my life Pieter ... 
I met my soulmate 10 months ago and I know that he was sent to me by God... There is irrefutable evidence for me of this.. 
We are so different, but we are so good together... The change we are bringing to each others lives are gaint leaps... he always says "we can get through anything if we just keep communicating... Trust us this is easier said then done... We failed at this many times.... Just keep trying it will happen... Don't give up... Maybe you reading my blog to…

We all fall Down...
The past couple of weeks has been all about learning for me... 
I realised we all Fall Down and fail at life, relationships, being a partner, Husband, Boyfriend, Parent or a Friend to others... 
The Question is are we going to stay down? I decided i will not allow life to kick me down.. i have fallen and stumbled many times in my life and i have not stayed down... Trust me when i say that i have felt defeated... Looked around and though this is the end... 
I was asked this Question recently: 
When in life has growth ever been easy and without pain... The pain is part of the growth process.. It is what we do with it that matters... 
My thought for the day is: 
Don't run away from growth even if it is extremely painful... Once you are through it you will look back and see it was all worth it...