Captured Life of Us

For me there is nothing worse in the world than to feel lost.  Being lost makes me feel like I am wondering through life with no purpose and I am not moving forward as I am not sure where I am and where I am going...  It's a "Hopeless Place"...

Rihanna and Calvin Harris says it best in there song: "We found Love in a Hopeless Place..."

"It like you are screaming and no one can hear... You almost feel ashamed that someone can be that important that without them you feel like nothing... No one will ever understand how much it hurts... You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you.... and when its over and it is gone you almost wish you can all those bad stuff back so you can have the good...."

I just have to let him go.... I must stop wondering .... My motto in life has become "STOP AND BREATH".  If I don't I will drown in Life's mess and just become another broken wondering Soul.... Lost in a "Hopeless Place"...

I cling only to H…

This is my story.... 
It feels like I am stumbling through darkness with only glimpses of light as i fall down, but in trying to get up i feel like a bucket of icy water hits me in the face.... 
i feel lost and overwhelmed... 
Is this my life journey now? 
The sadness is too much to bare...
Dear Lord, this is my story... i can't carry this burden any more... i can only ask your will be done....
I stumbled on... 

Have ever there been a day that you have felt that music has set your soul free.  Music is such a powerful thing.  A song can bring back a hundred memories in an instant. 



Listen with your heart and soul....

I dedicate this song to us....



Those of us with the broken hearts .....



Me xx

When the moments take control and you feel you can't breathe... When your mind is filled with doubt and sadness ... 
Stop and take a moment and breathe ... 
You get that feeling that you can't carry on and you start to Question yourself... You can't find the understanding for what happened... I tell you don't worry.. You are not alone... You know this Moment will too pass... cling to the positive words... 
Remember that you are alive and still here... There are people who love you... Be grateful in the moment for those that Love you... 
They will stir your soul ...

THANK YOU GOD 
I woke up this morning I am ALIVE
I have friends that Love me. I have to support of my family. I live in a beautiful house. I have beautiful healthy kids and a dad that loves them. Thank you for giving me awesome bosses and a amazing job... 
My one motivation in Life is YOU... Thank you for always having my back and Loving me no matter what...