Captured Life of Us

It has become my life Moto to LIVE LIFE LOUD and leave finger prints on others LiVes...🍃🍃

Stay true to who you are and Believe in yourself... 
Thank you to all those that love me, read my Blog and to those that keep teaching me about myself and this journey called daily life... 
I am so Blessed.. i wake up every day and realize how privileged i am to have this... May my life be an inspiration to you all because without you there i will just be an empty shell...

We all Feel Lost at times and In a moment everything can change... i know i will never be the same again... 


Close your eyes and you will see there is no other way it should be... Being Lost is part of finding your way through life... It's not something we use to do, but Pull through.... you won't feel the same way.... i cry just a little... i feel a little lost ... i look up to ceiling and i see the sun going down and it will be all better now... 
Like any other day I will find my way... 
Thinking of You and then I Breath...

Thankful.. 
There is a deep thankfulness inside my heart today... 
It is impossible to put into words how much it meant for me to have lived with my friends  the past couple of months and to have been loved by others has been my greatest gift in my life... I don't think I would have been well and whole without it... I breath again... Everyday i wake up ok... The battle between my heart and soul is now at peace... 
Today is the first day i will be living on my own... To start a new Journey is scary at times... i think it is because of the unknown it brings with it... But embrace the adventures and be thankful for the small things life brings... 
Change is always one of the most amazing journeys for me because it is so constant ...

All i want to do is turn back time to a time before i met you... Then i realize it will take away from my journey and that i will never take away from myself... But all i wanna do ... is the good old days... 
There is still magic left in every day life... Look at the simple things that make you smile and fall inlove with that... Be inlove with your life everyday are the words that i live for... You live once embrace your journey...
When life gets tougher and you feel like you can't stand it no more... Breath, it won't be long before you look at what you live for... 

Its been a week since I started to breath again...  I still feel whole...  THANK YOU GOD...

I was speaking to my psychologist yesterday and we spoke about my Journey I have been writing down since 2009.  I have seen Thousands of people reading my Blog and how some of my posts have impacted their lives...  All I ever wanted is that my life and my story meant something for some one else...

The growth I have had in my life is all because of the storms and the times of sunshine I experienced... My psychologists always says to me that growth is never without pain.... It is the only way we learn...

Some of us are lucky and have a beautiful life full of happiness, but the majority of us stumble and fall through life till we find our feet.... It's like learning how to walk.... It is important not give up on yourself.... There are times where I felt I could not do this any more... I will lay on the ground waiting for life to pass me by...  Feeling Lost daily.... However I do not want you…

With Freedom come immense Freedom from Pain... Emotional Pain can really kill you inside... It's what I call a silent killer... Easy to hide from the world and others by wearing a mask... I am feeling alright somehow without you .... I realized so much.  I learned even more than I set out to do in 2016... I am so proud of the person I have become and I am ready for my new adventure...  I was able to survive this storm in my life..  I am Stronger, Wiser and more in love with my Life everyday... Important things I learned was: How to Fall in love with my Faith again, How to walk away with dignity, To love without condition, To Forgive and not to be Bitter, How to Love from a Distance, How to enjoy Life again, To be Stronger and not to Settle for less than I am worth, To Love myself without conditions, To absorb all I can from Life and those around me, How to be just ME no matter what, if my AMAZING Friends and family can love me why can't others: (it's called a Choice - Ma…

There is no other place i want to be in my life right now... I am at peace.... 
The sun goes down and a new day is born... i can breath again ... i am starting to feel whole again... I fire away on my new adventure... it's so good for me... 
Thank you God for loving me ... Without you i will loose control... I am blessed to have you... 
Life is lonely road at times...